Anxious anxious anxious anxious anxious anxious anxious anxious anxious anxious you dont need to be anxious its just that she is in a relationship and its not with me anxious anxious anxious I should not be this anxious about something so small and it isn't even real we aren't a thing anxious but I wish we were anxious and she would be willing anxious I just want to kiss someone anxious anxious anxious anxious anxious anxious I wish I wasn't so anxious I wish I was just high anxious so I could forget and chill and feel good anxious **** I hate this anxious I want to cry anxious I should take my meds again anxious what is this the third day anxious

I wish I could tell her anxious I want her to love me back anxious ******* it PLEASE anxious I JUST WANT TO FEEL LOVED AGAIN ******* IT anxious anxious ANXIOUS ANXIOUS ANXIOUS ANXIOUS ANXIOUS ANXIOUS ANXIOUS anxious anxious anxious anxious anxious anxious anxious anxious anxioous anxious anxious anxious anxious anxious why do I have to be so anxious anxious anxious anxious anxious anxious anxious anxious anxious anxious anxious anxious anxious anxious anxious anxious anxious anxious anxious anxious anxious I still feel anxious anxious anxious anxious anxious

Maybe not so anxious.

anxious about eating
anxious about not
anxious about alcohol
anxious smoking ***

anxious about playing games
anxious about rules
anxious about oceans
yet swimming fine in pools

anxious about tv shows
and movies about love
anxious about growing old
and when pushing comes to shove

anxious about animals
am I good enough?
anxious about friends and foes
and all of the above

anxious about new ideas
new places and new routes
anxious about being seen
at all though that is moot

anxious about getting sick
and scary operations
anxious about other’s thoughts
and deep-dark conversations

anxious about too much joy
anxious about crying
anxious about thoughts so dark
that I’ll find peace in dying

anxious about doctors
anxious nothing’s wrong
even more that something is
fearing treatments long