Rip out this still beating heart,
Then call how you did it a art,
I'll still forever be yours,
Even if we live on different shores,
The pain you've caused,
The way you pointed out my flaws,
The wounds you make,
The hearts you break,
The lies you tell,
The day you made my life a hell,
None of those matter to me,
Don't you see,
I need you,
But you never knew,
Living in your head,
Pretending I was dead,
When I cried,
You just sighed,
I'm sorry for the disappointment,
And for my smile now bent,
Please forgive me,
And don't leave

Why do we feel?
Is that our Achilles's heel?
Is this our curse,
Knowing we aren't feeling better, only worse,
Stay away, for I don't want to feel,
But if you do, than this loneliness won't heal,
Why are we burned with these feelings,
For they are such stupid things,
Why must I feel so lonely,
And why does it feel like it affects me only?
I hope this is just a dream,
Please let it be, for if not, then my life is coming apart at the seam.

My health is declining.
It falls to my heart beat's timing.
Let me die,
It isn't like anyone would cry

I wish I died at birth,
So I wouldn't feel the sorrow that has been handed to me on this earth.
Death spits at my face,
Now I just want to find my final resting place

I miss you,
All I want to do is kiss you,
But now it's to late,
For being alone is my fate

Life is ******.
Everything is ******.
**** this life.
I'm only here for her, even if all I ever do is cause her strife.
**** all of it,
I'm tired of this ****.

Does she even need me?
Should I leave her be?
After all, I'm sure she's sick of me
I want her to be free.
Not chained,
And for me to be the one to blame.

I don't know,
Whether I should stay or go,
It's all too confusing,
This constant feeling of losing.

I loved her.
I loved.
Loved.
Love.
Such a fickle word, the word "love".
One moment it is the most beautiful thing we hear then at the next it is heart crushing.
And that crushing feeling sends us rushing.
Rushing to the bed to cry.
Maybe even making us hope to die.
But I digress.
And slowly start to feel less.

A child pale with fright,
And a slowly fading light,
A room bleak and swarmed with black.
A mother who's care for her child slowly starts to lack.
The demons start to show.
As the parents fight starts to go,
The child whispers, "No more, please'
But only to see the father stabbed the mother with the now crimson keys.
Witness to it all,
The child tries his hardest not to bawl,
But he does so in vain,
He watches his mother beaten with fist and blame,
The child sees the wounds bleed.
To his father, he tries to plead,
The child's eye, now impaled
He now has a "trophy" to show how he had failed.
Now he sees nothing right,
But sees all that is left.
Seeing the scars that show on his mom,
Scars that are mental, don't show on the boy now so calm.

Your beauty astonishes me.
You're the sweetest and prettiest thing I've ever seen.
Astonished at your love and affection,
I call you the personification of perfection.
A being of dreams,
Woven by them, but invisible are your seams.
Because you're title of perfection.
I can't sleep because of the beauty you show.
That smile you flaunt and taunt,
Haunts me when I can dream.
Set my soul free, my fair queen.

Seeing red,
Feeling so blue.
My heart rate spikes then falls.
I wish I could understand how you feel,
But you never tell me.
I look for all the signs that you give,
But never catching any.
Why can't I understand.
I'll drive straight off the edge before I ever understand you.
I'm taking my life by not living it at all,
And I do so by trying to figure you out.
My darling,
Why most you tease me,
You pull the leash and make me follow along,
But I never can.

A heart which love has torn,
And sorrow that has been sworn,
No one cares to mourn,
Why am I so forlorn?

Boredom and sadness intertwine,
Sorrow shows on my face,
They ask if I'm okay, I say I'm fine,
If only they knew the bitterness I taste.
The years fly by me,
Death slowly nears itself,
At least he won't leave me,
Maybe I won't be all by myself.
Who do I fool,
A life of misery and loneliness is all I know,
Why is this life so cruel,
And why does it make me feel so low.

Does a broken body still feel?
Or does it stop from the pain that is much too real,
Did it quit on me as I quit on life,
And wished to pierce myself with a knife,
Because it failed you?
Or did something else fail, too?
Heart broke,
Oxygen choked,
Bones so fragile,
Left with a body that isn't so agile,
Why did it quit,
Why did it?
Is it because she is gone?
Is that what's really wrong?
Because she went away,
Because I was too cowardly to ask her to stay

Tuck me in,
Into a place where I feel safer in than now.
Tuck me in,
Into a place where, in front of me, people will bow.
Tuck me in,
Into a place where your apologies mean something,
Tuck me in,
Into a place where it will take me away from everything.
Tuck me in,
Into a place where my happiness will last

I lie down on the verge of crying, having the tears lie upon my eyes.
Not wishing to leave knowing the fate that would soon follow.
Knowing that once they leave my face they will be forgotten and dead

Unlike the rest,
I am depressed.
The reason why I am so sad,
Is because I lost what I once had.
But I should be glad,
Because I lover her and she loved me even when I was sad

Ah! Hello to you!
How do you do?
Been far too long!
Seeing you makes me so joyful, I feel like breaking out into song.
A joyful muse you have been to me,
You always did bring me much glee.
It was tragic when we parted ways,
Even when I asked you to stay.
When you left it brought me much pain.
At least you are here again!
Here with me!
Here to bring me glee!

I needed you the most,
But you treated me like a ghost,
Why are you not the person I once knew,
And how come I am now dead to you?

I'm cold, she told me
I said that's okay, I'm warm
That's how it began
We never pictured the end
Due to us being young and dumb
We believed we would live and be together forever
Such foolish things to believe
Nothing is forever
Not even forever
Forever fades
And becomes less and less familiar
A passing face
A face which turned everyone bitter

My hope is lost,
And happiness is a far cry away,
So I wait for my final day,
As my soul slowly begins to frost