scarmaya nicole

scarmaya nicole Mar 2023

burdened

when will i ever get to look up at the sky again without my heart being jammed on the ground?

this restlessness has never stopped.

scarmaya nicole Jan 2023

i would die for you,
i would live for you,
i would **** for you,
i would save for you.

oh baby, just tell me what to do.

what do i have to do for you to notice me?

scarmaya nicole Jan 2023

mercy

you're the only mercy that the universe has given to me.

you're the only compensation i would gladly accept.

#mercy

scarmaya nicole Jan 2023

death

tell me, how can i consider myself alive when ur embrace makes me feel like i'm in heaven? when your words strike through my heart? when your presence gives me peace? when sleeping with you actually feel like rest? oh, my love, i die whenever i'm with you.

if this is what heaven feels like, i'm ready to leave this cruel world.

scarmaya nicole Jan 2023

sanctuary

i asked for sanctuary,
the universe gave me you.

u make me feel safe, as if i could still trust u even if there's a gun in ur hand pointing at me.

#sanctuary #safe #peace #trust

scarmaya nicole Jan 2023

home

my home, please let me in.

where do I go when even my only home rejected me as well?