Today I decided to forgive myself
for everythings I am not,
for everything I am.
I have lived this lie
for so long I have forgotten
the person who lays behind it.
Tonight, I will pile every ounce of regret,
every pound of hate in the back yard.
Then like a conquered city, I will set it ablaze.
This conflagration will be a
symbol of my self revolution
against everything that says “You can’t”.
Today, for the first time in, a long time
I will say “I can” over and over
till I start to believe it.