you don't know how it feels
you're not here anymore
every morning mourning for him
to give you back to me

my daughter sees all love,
in the sunlight she keeps beauty
we named her harmony for no harm to come
to her future daughters and company.
~
she was a lava lamp of love
giving off all she got
now 23 years pass all it's gone
no more light in a circle of dark.
~
maybe I shouldn't complain
all my life I begged for death
it's amazing how it can all change
given sunlight telling your lovers your wet
from the dark cloud chasing
you with empathetic tears
we call rain.
~
if I could get a second chance I wouldn't hesitate
to look back all my mistakes at a second glance
it's all meant to stay the same.

blessings are real
god is true
red roses burn so easy
give golden flame to enjoy
she gives heart aches
for any to take
for the sake to grow older with nature
her mother-the mentor-the creator

sometimes I hum to the rhythm of the unknown
understanding that we are nothing but humans wanting
touching each other's lovers in different spots of the heart
keep in mind my mindless mouth singing poetry-
I tirelessly type every night for more popularity-
timelessly society spent every penny printing more money for the fools
chasing the american dream that is unknown

I    just
                want                you               
to                        tell
me                       one
                         god
                       ****
                    simple
            yet
         so
          confu-
          -sing
         thing.

         why
        ?

Are you on a windless day,
Tracing gracefully through the Bible?
Well, don't look at me,
It's not like I'm lonely
Out here all alone.
Nothing that I ever say
Really matters, anyway, baby.
Take my hand and go into the snow;
I will hold the cold for you this year.
Cuz' all I ever wanna do
Is just sit next to you forever, my dear.
Nothing that I ever say
Really matters, anyway, baby.
Are you on a windless day,
Tracing gracefully through the Bible?
Well, don't look at me,
It's not like I'm lonely
Out here in the cold.
Nothing that I ever say
Really matters, anyway, baby;
And nothing that you ever feel
Really matters to you, baby.
Take my hand and go into the snow;
I will hold the cold for you this year.
Cuz' all I ever wanna do
Is just sit next to you forever my dear.
Nothing that I ever say
Really matters, anyway, baby.
Are you on a windless day,
Tracing gracefully through the Bible?
Well don't look at me,
It's not like I'm lonely, lookin' at you from here.
Take my hand and go into the snow;
I will hold the cold for you this year.
Cuz' all I ever wanna do
Is just sit next to you forever my dear.
Nothing that I ever say
Really matters, anyway, baby.
Are you on a windless day,
Tracing gracefully through the Bible?
Well, don't look at me,
It's not like I am lonely,
Losin' my ******* mind...

there is a feeling indescribable with new young love
a perturb brouhaha that spreads across your face and fills your heart with hot blood
knees weaken voices stricken with nervous intentions only the man in the moon can see
eyes are shaking blurred from love-at-first-sight
the truth is written among the glowing summer sky with you lying next to me
destiny and freedom
all in a single night