Was it the attention?
Or that you were always there?

What you offered out of the rest of them just couldn't compare.

When I could feel you slipping away, what did I do?
I threatened to leave and betray you.

Our love always came first..

I don't know how to do this without this hurting you...

What will it take to make you stay?
I don't want to wonder if it's temporary
I'd rather just not go on living another day.

I truly hate seeing this slowly pass away...

In love and lonely
My heart is at war, I can feel it closing.
I’m drunk on these shadows
and crossing oceans of wine for you.
I’ll keep on pretending
if our heaven’s worth waiting
For you
to be right here in my arms.

I believed it was best for me then
I never said I wanted to leave
But I did end up losing tug-o-war with darkness
You haven't left me alone since
Maybe you were aware of the turmoil I was going through
Or perhaps it had been a coincidence
And you needed me for your selfish desires?
The burden of your ghostly presence does nothing but fill me with confusion
Rather than desire you alone
You are beautiful, and yet.. you mean nothing to me
But even in you're meaningless existence that resides in my heart
I feel less of a void
And finally, I can say I feel at least something..
For someone.