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 May 2014 Ryan Bates
Mikey Jha
He looks around the room
Innocently overlooks the truth
He tells me about his night
And I count the colors in his eyes

He’ll never fall in love he swears
As he runs his fingers through his hair
I’m laughing 'cause I hope he's wrong
And I don't think it ever crossed his mind
(He tells a joke, I fake a smile)
But I know all his favorite songs

And I could tell you his favorite color's green
He loves to argue, born on the seventeenth
His sister's beautiful, he has his father’s eyes
And if you asked me if I love him,
I’d lie

He stands there, then walks away
My God if I could only say,
"I’m holding every breath for you..."

He’d never tell you but he can play guitar
I think he can see through everything but my heart
First thought when I wake up
Is "My God, he’s beautiful."
So I put on my make-up
And pray for a miracle
 Apr 2014 Ryan Bates
Mikey Jha
One day she woke up and decided to be happy.

She woke up and saw that she was beautiful.
Woke up and believed that she was worth something more.
Realized that she deserved love.
That she could love herself more than she ever thought possible.
She understood that she had been perfect all along.

One day she woke up and decided that Today Would Be Different.
 Apr 2014 Ryan Bates
Mikey Jha
We have against all odds arrived at home, Monroe had said.

Inman did not consider himself to be a superstitious person, but he did believe that there is a world invisible to us. He no longer thought of that world as heaven, nor did he still think that we get to go there when we die. Those teachings had been burned away.

At the time, it was a sentiment Ada took with a great deal of skepticism.
All of their Charleston friends had expressed the opinion that the mountain region was a heathenish part of creation . . . Ada’s informants had claimed the mountaineers to be but one step more advanced in their manner of living than tribes of vagrant savages.

He had grown so used to seeing death . . . that it seemed no longer dark and mysterious. He feared his heart had been touched by the fire so often he might never make a civilian again.
But he could not abide by a universe composed only of what he could see, especially when it was so frequently foul.

Ada believed she would ***** towers on the ridge marking the south and north points of the sun’s annual swing. . . . Keeping track of such a thing would place a person, would be a way of saying, You are here, in this one station, now. It would be an answer to the question, Where am I?

We have against all odds arrived at home.

But what the wisdom of the ages says is that we do well not to grieve on and on. And those old ones knew a thing or two and had some truth to tell. . . . You’re left with only your scars to mark the void. All you can choose to do is go on or not. But if you go on, it’s knowing you carry your scars with you.
Found Poem. Pieced together phrases from the book.
 Apr 2014 Ryan Bates
Mikey Jha
There's no way to deny she's lovely

Perfect skin, perfect hair

Perfumed hearts everywhere

Tell myself that inside she's ugly

She's the prom queen
I'm in the marching band

She's a cheerleader
I'm sitting in the stands

She gets the top bunk
I'm sleeping on the floor

She's Miss America
and I'm just the girl next door

I don't know why I'm feeling sorry for myself
I spend all my time wishing that I was someone else
"I sit in despair,  looking everywhere.
Your no longer there.
The tears are upon me, yet
you know where to find me.
It's not fair that this love i have for you
lingers only in me, taken quickly as a leaf
falling from it's tree.
The pain never subsides, because of
dreams that seem so alive.
Your with me when i sleep, alone when i awake.
Taking days, day by day, until the lord has me to take."
 Mar 2014 Ryan Bates
Anna Falls
Let us wonder
What life would be like if the past was different.
What if I had never met you?
Then I wouldn't be who I am today.
But I wouldn't be in pain because of you.
What if we had never fallen in love?
Then I wouldn't know the wholeness of being completed by another.
But then I wouldn't be completely in pieces.
What if you had been faithful?
Then I'd be blind to the evils of the world.
And I'd never grow strong.
What if you had been truthful?
Then I would've believed you always.
But I'd never know that lies can ****.
What if you had been thoughtful?
Then I would've known what it felt like to be loved unconditionally.
But I would never learn how to love myself.
What would've happened if you never fell out of love with me?
Then maybe I'd be happy.
But I wouldn't be free.

Let us wonder what it would be like,
To be trapped in a never ending chain of anger, melancholy, tears, cuts, hits, cuss words, lies, jealousy, pain, depression.

Let Us Wonder!
Written to the person who will never read nor understand this poem.
There was a rose that faded young;
I saw its shattered beauty hung
  Upon a broken stem.
I heard them say, "What need to care
With roses budding everywhere?"
  I did not answer them.

There was a bird, brought down to die;
They said, "A hundred fill the sky--
  What reason to be sad?"
There was a girl, whose lover fled;
I did not wait, the while they said,
  "There's many another lad."
 Mar 2014 Ryan Bates
Circa 1994
He didn't see me.
I only existed when I was naked.
Life resumes full speed when I get dressed.
But I wanted it to stop just long enough for him to see me.
Really see me.

Now I'm cursed with longing.
Longing for validation.
Longing for someone to confirm that I exist.

If I don't get the acknowledgement,
maybe I'll disappear.
Maybe I was never here...

and that terrifies me.
Every "I love you" was a desperate plea:
"Please don't leave me."

I tell myself that I can convince you to stay if you see me.
If you realize I exist.
"She paid us a visit, and showed us her strength.
We sat in the darkness not knowing what to expect.
Our minds travels into fear, on a road leading us to it's despair.
And our heartbeats just a bit faster, shifting us into second gear.
In minutes we suddenly became aware of the strangers that are out their.
No longer thinking of ourselves, but thoughts on how we should care.
Yes Sandy paid us a visit, and showed us of her hurricane strength.,
but as her winds calmed down, we walked through the streets of the homeless,
And educated Sandy of our Human Strength."
Their is no tragedy that will overcome Human Strength!!!!
"I sit, i think as each day goes by.
Your here, your near with so much to say.
Silent conversation fills my mind.
Words spoken softly, with your mouth, and lips of a dusty dry.
I would offer you a liquid to moisten them for you,
rather a kiss is born, as i hoped for too.
We are far, but so close, yet i feel your hand in mine,
but not feeling your flesh, seems like a horrid crime.
A breeze comes in from the east,
the location of where you live.
The fragrance of the Jersey Shore surrounds me
on that day we drove to our secret abyss.
An unforgettable day will soon be replaced,
as for now this distant relationship will end,
then again we become face to face."
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