A moment ago ...you were  suffocating me with love
Invited  within
your "oh so" strong arms around me.

A moment ago...your presence
filled my soul with trust
Open and willing to feel your passion in loving another.

A moment ago...you were looking into my eyes faithfully.
Looking right back was me
Loving you and only you.

A moment ago...you belonged in
all of my most perfect dreams
You and I always standing as partners side-by-side.

A moment ago...your touch
made me overflow with happiness
Leaving a huge childish smile
on my excited lips.

A moment ago...your life was full of passionate dreams
Every minute we spent holding onto one another
made everything possible showing absolute proof.

Until a  moment ago...you and I would have Soared high and beyond our most desired dreams.
Only now...always and a moment
are forever spent in Eternity
so simply passing us by.

I have a great daughter
.... and my sons are big and strong.
If I needed any motive
to never be  sad or shed another tear,
then my children are reason number one.
Not boasting
or bragging
no prideful  intent
.....but I am a part of them and that makes me Happy
.     .....and content.

Looking into your loving eyes brings crocodile tears to mine.
The happiness I've gotten from you,
took A long long time to find.
Now that I found a real man like you,  
so perfect and so kind,
That life-long pain I used to feel,
I get to leave it far behind.

How in the world can this be ok?
I now have to make love stay away.
Someone else's ideas are to become mine,
Changing me slowly these rules overtime.

Saying and doing nothing at first
Realizing the consequences will only be worse
Time will tell and the world will see together or not we will always be !

How in the world can this be ok?
I now have to make love stay away.
Someone else's ideas are to become mine,
Changing me slowly these rules overtime.

Saying and doing nothing at first
Realizing the consequences will only be worse
Time will tell and the world will see together or not we will always be !

I wish I had known from the beginning.
When  we first looked into each other's eyes,
that your love was meant to release my pain from so many other tries!
I'm so happy you patiently waited for me to learn all about your soul!
Because without you...with me for the rest of our lives my heart might as well be coal....

How fair is it???
That over time......
with you, I'm lucky enough to be in love but......
Your feelings are so
FEW.
Is it your heart can only survive in the deepest dark?
Or......
Am I to blame with all of my intensity's and.  
S P A R K?
If there's a chance that you can accept the real me,
I wouldn't give up!
Never again.....
would you hear me run my mouth
or even try to interrupt.
Do realize......
I will never forget the trust and love we feel.....
Day to day.
Wanting, hoping and wishing for US
the memories we need......
To stay.
If your heart is truly never meant to be mine...
Why is it I cannot see this?
Am I BLIND?
Does anyone including us have any reasons why?
Or.....
could WE  just not be able to live with our own lies?

You really thought that I couldn't go on if I didn't have you and that I would fail at everything I tried to do.
When you left you were so sure that I'd be sitting by the phone and so sure that I would never make it in this world alone.
When you thought you hurt me so bad that I cried an ocean of tears .
Thinking that I could never stand alone to face my greatest fears and surely the pain of my broken heart has to be more than I can bear.
You made sure the damage you've done could never be repaired.
Now you're shocked to see me standing here confident, strong and without a single fear,  and your absence didn't cause me to end!
In fact when you left.....

Why should either of us be alone in a world where we both exist?

When any moment not spent together could be a lifetime we missed.

Whispering softly as the wind blows
I hear melodies telling of how you love me so
Always playing so long
the sweetest sounding songs
Singing of never forgotten love
and feelings that couldn't possibly be wrong
Tunes of expected happiness do so rise..,
The pure joy from the sound
brings tears to my eyes....
Our sweetest sounding song

Quietly sitting in stillness
My mind drifting in what seemed to be today....
The misty clouds are coming down
I feel it all around me....filling up with darkness
You don't have to tell me why
I've seen my love is far from perfect
It never was meant for it to be that way....broken promises
I know I have to run to win  
Yet i am always searching for a feeling
I can hear the sound...... It's coming down like thunder
And I left it all behind ....broken dreams.

A moment ago ...you were  suffocating me with love
Invited  within
your "oh so" strong arms around me.

A moment ago...your presence
filled my soul with trust
Open and willing to feel your passion in loving another.

A moment ago...you were looking into my eyes faithfully.
Looking right back was me
Loving you and only you.

A moment ago...you belonged in
all of my most perfect dreams
You and I always standing as partners side-by-side.

A moment ago...your touch
made me overflow with happiness
Leaving a huge childish smile
on my excited lips.

A moment ago...your life was full of passionate dreams
Every minute we spent holding onto one another
made everything possible showing absolute proof.

Until a  moment ago...you and I would have Soared high and beyond our most desired dreams.
Only now...always and a moment
are forever spent in Eternity
so simply passing us by.

Tears from where and what do they mean.
Rise in my heart gather to my eyes and make me clean.
Why wait or linger as his heart fills with love.
Delaying only feelings that come after a push or shove.

You really thought that I couldn't go on if I didn't have you and that I would fail at everything I tried to do.
When you left you were so sure that I'd be sitting by the phone and so sure that I would never make it in this world alone.
When you thought you hurt me so bad that I cried an ocean of tears .
Thinking that I could never stand alone to face my greatest fears and surely the pain of my broken heart has to be more than I can bear.
You made sure the damage you've done could never be repaired.
Now you're shocked to see me standing here confident, strong and without a single fear,  and your absence didn't cause me to end!
In fact when you left.....

I want to feel you tonight your touch always takes everything and makes it right
Please take me to bed with you giving me all that you need too
I want to hear you tonight speaking softly telling me good night
Let there be love in your voice
Say it again how I might be your choice
I want to see you tonight showing me the things that help win in life's fight
Somehow someway fearless  we're still alive by faith
Watching it and loving it all your will leaves nothing to waste
I want to please you tonight your spirit your soul I would never want to fight
Taking time to promise I'll fill the emptiness and hold onto you tight
Being the friend  who's there your whole life through

I will always be there to wipe the tears from your eyes.
To watch you feel pain is to watch myself die.
I don't always understand I never know what to do.
All I know is as long as I'm here I will always be there for you.
Because pain doesn't last forever and we are nowhere near the end,
I will wipe away 1000 tears if I can see you smile again.

Finally, the moment I've waited for since the day of my birth.
And untimely end to my time here on earth.
The angel of death has come now for me.
Releasing the life from my body, my soul is set free.
Free and alone to face my greatest fears,
Judgment for all of those wasted years.
Years that I lived to do the Devils will.
Causing others pain, because I refused to feel.
Now it's too late to ask God to forgive.
It's time to pay for the life I chose to live.
And eternal sentence in the depths of hell it seems that in even death I am destined to fail...

A moment ago ...you were  suffocating me with love
Invited  within
your "oh so" strong arms around me.

A moment ago...your presence
filled my soul with trust
Open and willing to feel your passion in loving another.

A moment ago...you were looking into my eyes faithfully.
Looking right back was me
Loving you and only you.

A moment ago...you belonged in
all of my most perfect dreams
You and I always standing as partners side-by-side.

A moment ago...your touch
made me overflow with happiness
Leaving a huge childish smile
on my excited lips.

A moment ago...your life was full of passionate dreams
Every minute we spent holding onto one another
made everything possible showing absolute proof.

Until a  moment ago...you and I would have Soared high and beyond our most desired dreams.
Only now...always and a moment
are forever spent in Eternity
so simply passing us by.