being shunned
being shut out
is not the treatment i deserve

you will always sicken me
for what you have done
i want to put you to your misery
but you have a wife, a cat and a son

dont embarrass me
don't call me
i don't need anything
no support
no family
no love
but i might still want you in a way
that needs you under the covers
just give me pleasure once
before i die inside

seeing you standing
makes me fall for you
i can't get enough
but you soon will

finding the darkness
lead me to you
but some day i will get you back
i will sue