just this time,
this last time,
i will stand in this rain,
my head towards the sky,
arms wide open, set to fly
i will let these drops impinge upon my soul,
gently stroke my skin as they fall
i will let the sound of this rain fill my ears,
until this rain is all i hear

because,
just this time,
this last time,
i will let thee
erode me.

questions so profound,
no answers to be found,

is life ticking away,
did i take the right way?

is this forever,
will that be possible ever?

am i going to make it big,
will i ever get that gig?

why am i here,
could i be else somewhere?

what am i headed for,
the ultimate demise,
*or?

i had a heart so true,
now a blob of blue.

it's not me,
it's you.

I've a come a long way,
and now my knees are weak,

I've come a long way,
and i took some roads too steep,
and i met some faces too shallow,

I am
*Yet so far