Cc - Hello Poetry

Cc Aug 2020

I lost myself so long ago

i recognise that

I lost myself in fake moments and tender words that left my mind

my soul

numb.

Nothing you do can bring me back

Cc Aug 2020

masks and facades

i've found a safe place in your vulnerability

a place where I don't have to pretend to be okay

and you don't have to pretend you're going to stay

Cc Aug 2020

are you already gone

it's the feeling of sitting in a car
and watching someone slip through your fingertips

realising that maybe
just maybe

you don't care

Cc Aug 2020

hate me please

I'm trying to hold on to a person
who can't admit that they hate me
because I can't let go

Cc Jan 2020

Don’t go

Don’t go
****
Don’t go
Give me more of everything I said I don’t want

Cc Nov 2019

I love you.

I wish it was you on the phone
calling me back because you felt I shouldn’t be alone
I wish you’d checked twice as I said goodbye
I wish you’d noticed the tears forming in my eyes
I wish you’d understand when I said I was okay
that there was a reason I looked the other way
I wish you could see that the reason I lie
is the same reason, sometimes, that I cry.

Cc Nov 2019

Apple Juice and Peach

I want to fall in love with a woman.

I want to push her hair back with my fingers and taste starlight on her lips.

I want to smell the summer spent by her side on her pale, paper like skin.

I want to stare into her eyes and see a world full of beauty and laughter.

I want to experience her voice like butter, running down my skin.

I want her to trace words into my skin with her sighs and carve them into my heart with her screams.

I want to crumble at the world and know her arms are there, strong like a rock and soft as a tear.

I want to fall in love with a woman.

Inspired by emotions triggered by She by Dodie

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