Renae

Renae Feb 2018

A real relationship is the ultimate fantasy*
When will humans finally
open their eyes
Lust is a disease of the mind
We feel almost safe wrapped up in the blanket of desire
Which is easily unraveled
Falling feels like flying
But somehow we always
Hit the ground

Renae Feb 2018

Black

One day you're walking in a lavender field at sunset
Rich aroma fills your senses
Genuine excitement
Contentment
pure joy in heart & mind
Simply put
love is in your grasp
nothing can stop your
happiness

The next day
Suddenly
the lavender turned black,
the sky black,
your heart.....black,
hopelessness
engulfs heart & mind
The love you so desperately crave forsook you & took your heart from your chest

Renae Feb 2018

His

He is bold
Pristine
A molded vessel
Listening
Forgives
Wants me
Stays even when
I'm far away
I want his love
I want to be his
One day

#marriage

Renae Jan 2018

pwg

Pretty
Such a shallow existence
Unfortunately it's the way
To capture your attention
Pretty shallow
Is what I see
Pretty empty
Pretty upset
Well now that's me
Pretty much useless
I see pretty in many things
But pretty isn't much
Of anything

#pwg

Renae Jan 2018

Destroyer

Shove the knife in deep
Make me think it was me
Destroy even tiny bits of what might've been
Try your darndest to make me
Think you're someone
I should still need
In the end all I see
Is a destroyer

Renae Jan 2018

Over you

What does it take
To break free
To stitch up a wound so deep
What does it take
To forget
To let go and be free
What does it take
To get over you & me

#sad #brokenagain #heartsick

Renae Jan 2018

Broke

I want to talk to you
Only what would I say?
You will turn the tables
make me feel awful
Twist my words
Stab me in the heart again
& again
I will continue to be in pain
Drowning in my tears
& confusion
While you smile
as you walk away

No, friends is too hard for me.

#brokenhearted #hurt #lovenotlust