I saw you across the room and I almost fell over
Just like the first time
The first touch was electric
the first kiss was magic
You made me forget things I worked years to forget
I made you remember things you didn't want to
I lied constantly you saw right through the lies
you knew me
you knew the lies when I couldn't remember what lies had become truth and what had't
You make things so clear yet when I try and express them they are all over the place
you are my forever
you are him

What if you knew the real me what would you think of me?
Stab your knife into me once again
I’m done fighting with your lies
I’m trying to find myself
Please don’t let me go
Please don’t let me fall
Please don’t do it again
I’m already drowning don’t drag me down with you


Please I’m just sad romantic
Let me show you the real me
What would you do
My wounds are open
Please stitch them up and heal them with your tears

I am not over you  
I messed up one too many times please understand
I’m hiding in a place where you won’t be able to find me
I’m trying to tell you how I feel
I’m sorry my message is to hidden

Please crack my code
I want you to know me
My words aren’t the best but let me tell it to you in song
I swear you are the one for me

Your words cut me like knives
please why won’t you heal me
You have me in prison
This is prison
Set me free  
Why won’t you do it for me?

It’s funny how we love people.
We stab them in the back.
We cheat on them.
Most of all we lie.
We lie because we’re afraid to hurt someone and tell the truth.
Finding out the truth after the lie hurts the most.
It ******* *****.
Unrequited love stabs and kills you day after day
It’s funny how we say we love someone that we don’t
It’s funny love.
Isn’t it?

I remember the day
that day is clear
spotless
until that night
you came to spend the night
I had asked you to homecoming
you took things to far you started rubbing yourself
you wanted to be touched
I gave in
When in came to my turn you slowly took things off
despite my struggle to keep my clothes on
you slowly started touching slithering your tongue on my body
I said Stop
I said NO
You kept going
You said nothing happened
you said I made it up
I wish to god that it wasn't real
it is
I am haunted my you
your touch still lingers on my skin
I'm afraid of getting hurt again
Did me saying no give you the right away to keep going?
should I have said yes
someone tell me
am I the one at fault
Please Does NO mean anything to you?

Love it’s a funny thing
we stab those we love the most in the back
we tug them every which way
we push them away in hope that they love us enough to come back to us