brain scrub my mind,
ev'ry speck
'til there's none to find.
mind please cleanse my soul,
my body
needs you whole.

soul do cleanse my heart,
teach it
love and lust apart.
Clean me whole,
through and through
make my judgment true.

a false hope,
mindless optimism,
delusion.

an unattainable target,
an unachievable goal,
self pity.

a false hope,
misunderstanding,
regret.

love,
or not,
forget.

remember,
repent,
rejuvenate.

forget,
fall,
repeat.

In universal terms*;
                      a thousand lifetimes come & go
                      in the blink of an eye
                                            
                ­                            I overrated the importance of my existence
                                            and now I'm chasing leaves on the breeze.
                                                         ­         
                                                       ­           
                                                     ­             perhaps                    
         one day the breeze will fail
         and the leaves will sit willingly, still;
         hungry to be examined.
                                    
                  ­                  Only (I discover)
                             I was never chasing leaves
                                 Just lost in the wind.

You just can't I'm one of a kind
Open your eyes you're blind
Favor, and free your mind
You produce no good fruit
You've been given the boot
I'm equipped with a parachute
Sounding off ancient flutes
Created by, thee elevated
The world, disrupted devastated

I miss the old you, the one who dedicated me songs of love, not judgemental responses, love overcomes everything, oversee helping you see things, maybe you've changed, become repugnant and filthy, I don't know what to think anymore, maybe I'm just in love with the old you