When I sailed through the oceans of your vivid eyes
I had my guards on and my hands were holding spikes
My ship trembled by thé vigour of your swaying waves
My oars lost with every stroke of love you unknowingly gave
My love,  slaying the peace within my silent heart
I am tied to your malevolent soul and can never stay apart.

Has it ever occurred to you?
I was the only one for you
One with the love in hand
Ready to give it all away
Ready to fall apart again
Ready to cry in beds again
Ready to give myself again
Has it ever occurred to you?
You let me slip when I was tied to you.

For love is undeniably painful yet irresistibly alluring.

A touch calmer than a tornado
Across the neck , shivered through my spine
Breaths louder than a rain storm
Pulsating wrist, sweats, those dilated pupils
Prolonged stare fixed for a minute or two
I was lost under deep oceans of calm blues
A kiss, it replenished my cold thirsty lips
I'd die to stay in a loop forever in his

I had too much to say yet too little I could comprehend
Had my hands swinging in the air but tied with metal cuffs and restraints
Apparently I sang out loud , the world could hear my melodious voice
They only heard it masked over, it was indeed my loudest cry.

His melody , that smooth jazz , his "voice"
I danced to it all night, bare and wild
We played it on repeat, on my old pod
Where we had our perfect songs and crazy delights

I kept that gramophone we bought in our century , I still play our serene songs among our love and tragedies.

When the night was dark , there was no moonlight, I couldn't find my pod or gramophone , yet I look for stars in the pitch black sky.

To the songs we cherished and loved in our delightful days , now we rewind our musical memories for a fraction of time ,when we have no shoulder and no other choice