They say you can't fall in love twice
Please tell me it's quite not true,
Cause being stuck in that love is quite a misery
Heart-wrenching and exhausting
An unrequited love, that shatters my soul
And sometimes I try to solve,
The puzzles of my crushed, soul
Only to find the last one missing
Which maybe I lost,
In the misery, I welcomed home
Leading myself to my coffin
Which was given birth by my dumb heart
Suffocating myself in there, every moment
from what I called love
And I wonder will I ever fall in love again??
Will I ever live again??
But, what if it's true,
that you don't fall in love twice?

I am falling again, happily
Like a bird,
who's welcomed by the beans in the cage
Only to get captured in it,
But it seems to be captivating
the pain and the suffering
Crazy you anticipate,
And I guess that's fine
Cause it's divergent the way I live
Happily, in a cage through all the
Rack in pain, Miserably happy in the pain
And when I say,
I am falling again, happily
I mean the crumbling, of my soul
But I guess that's just fine because
I have put on a ring to my sorrows,
And in the end, we are happily ever after,
Forever, to eternity my wretchedness and thee

I wish I could ponder her soft smile
The way I ponder, his playful smirk
I want to dream of her delicate hands in mine.
The way I dream of his veiny arms.
I wish I got mesmerized,
When her brown, lustrous hair falls.
The way, I get when he fixes his hair
I wish I had been swayed.
By your melodious voice
The way I once got, By his deep one
I wish I had fallen for you.
with the sight of your divine dance
the way I had, seeing him encode all the syntax
I wish I had fallen in love with you
Then, seeing you hurt.
I wish I liked a girl,
The way I liked him once

You were a quiet soul, dancing in shades
a vivid art in an old museum appreciated,
yet so silent, it never moved away
a river so deep I could drown in mere seconds,
Yet so calm, yet so still
Now I stand here in awe, bedazzled
gazing, you the whispers in the wind
thundering through the air when embraced
you were the verses written so deep
the book whispers faded
with secrets untold, tales unopened
who knew you had a hidden spark,
a spark that shone so bright
Not in the sun, I say, but in the night

If you had hurt me
I would be in bits and pieces
Still and all, I would have all of me,
But you shattered  me, you crushed me,
So unreservedly,
I am afraid I will never find all of me again,
yet still, you question “Did I hurt you?”
hurt? It’s too blunt, it’s too little
You obliged me to love you so much
I started hating myself
you made me hate being alive,
I got obsessed with digging my own grave
Yet, even now, it flatters me
The courage you had
To query, whether I was “hurt”
it still, does fascinates me,
how you walked away,
with a “sorry” without any chains
after you disoriented, discarded
shattered and scattered me..