"Do everything that makes you feel alive."

What am I suppose to do,
If you are my everything,
If you makes me feel alive,
And if you are everything that makes me feel alive?

I want to do you.
I want to do you.
Every nook and cranny.
Every secret hideouts.

Oh, what a great feeling must it be,
To feel you want to do me more.

"I promise, I'll do better."

My heart shrinked,
My body shuddered,
Everytime I hear that word.

Better, better, better.

Because I know how it feels,
Because I know how it hurts.

When you had give your best.
And it's still not enough.
Nothing is ever enough.

"I promise, I'll do better."
Tagging at the bottom of his shirt.
Grasping for that speck of hope,
He will not leave.

He left.

I want to read 'Like this' by Rumi to you.

And kiss you,
Like this,

Like this.

Love is the cure,
for your pain will keep giving birth to more pain
until your eyes constantly exhale love
as effortlessly as your body yields its scent.”

A lover asked his beloved,
Do you love yourself more
than you love me?



The beloved replied,
I have died to myself
and I live for you.



I’ve disappeared from myself
and my attributes.
I am present only for you.



I have forgotten all my learning,
but from knowing you
I have become a scholar.



I have lost all my strength,
but from your power
I am able.



If I love myself
I love you.
If I love you
I love myself.

Tell me,
Should I worship the universe for letting me loving you,
Or should I condemn it for letting you hurting me?

The love I have for him terrifies me,

So I cry,
I cry and I cry and I cry and I cry,
Because that's the only thing preventing me from bursting with so much love I have for him.

So I cry,
I cry and I cry and I cry and I cry,
Because that's the thing you do when you're scared.