What have I done wrong? I thought our relationship was strong But now you say she was your saving grace And in your voice there was love laced. Tell me, what's wrong with me, Why can't I ever be somebody's one and only?
I think the real question is why is everyone always trying to change me Deranged me, estranged me, it almost drives me crazy Am I good enough, rough enough to escape the friendzone, I think, no I know I'm what you've been looking for all along
I'm lonely, If only I could see The fatal flaw that has everyone seeking someone other than me. I'm not getting any better, The world is tearing me apart, I long for a friend or lover to help me protect my fragile heart...
I hate being just a friend or a brother I hate being a sideline and not someone's lover I'm trying to smile when all my friends end up together All they don't see is it breaking me down, Like a fragile house in stormy weather
Every day it gets harder to pretend that I'm okay, Somtimes I don't think I can make it another day. No one seems to notice turmoil going on inside, But I can't show my pain, I have too much pride.
I've hidden behind the guise of a clown Painting on a smile over my tear covered frown My best friend may have taken my crush, that's it. It's done with I have had enough. I'm not going to compete with someone I consider a brother, I'm done with you all, I'll never be someone's lover
Collaboration with Shinobi from Poets corner, thanks for this girly!