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Dec 2014
What have I done wrong?
I thought our relationship was strong
But now you say she was your saving grace
And in your voice there was love laced.
Tell me, what's wrong with me,
Why can't I ever be somebody's one and only?

I think the real question is why is everyone always trying to change me
Deranged me, estranged me, it almost drives me crazy
Am I good enough, rough enough to escape the friendzone, I think, no I know I'm what you've been looking for all along

I'm lonely,
If only I could see
The fatal flaw that has everyone seeking someone other than me.
I'm not getting any better,
The world is tearing me apart,
I long for a friend or lover to help me protect my fragile heart...

I hate being just a friend or a brother
I hate being a sideline and not someone's lover
I'm trying to smile when all my friends end up together
All they don't see is it breaking me down,
Like a fragile house in stormy weather

Every day it gets harder to pretend that I'm okay,
Somtimes I don't think I can make it another day.
No one seems to notice turmoil going on inside,
But I can't show my pain, I have too much pride.

I've hidden behind the guise of a clown
Painting on a smile over my tear covered frown
My best friend may have taken my crush, that's it. It's done with I have had enough.
I'm not going to compete with someone I consider a brother,
I'm done with you all, I'll never be someone's lover
Collaboration with Shinobi from Poets corner, thanks for this girly!
NeroameeAlucard
Written by
NeroameeAlucard  Chicago Illinois
(Chicago Illinois)   
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