Whenever I write about love it is in the conditional tense: "if" "I think" "we would" "we could". it is all pensive. I am not even in the friend zone, i am in a friend ditch and i am scared she'll refuse me rope if i present this. i can write beautiful poems and i can pen rich Thoughts on paper, but if thats all i do, then this is all futile like me playing Serena in tennis. i can pay every single type of penance but if all I am doing is being apprehensive then does it even matter if she kens this?
I was about to write a love poem and then i was like wait you don't have any experience with real love silly. So i made one about how i don't know about it and how me writing about it is in vain... idk why i gave you the back story i sometimes don't know what to put here... k bye!