I'm empty, drained, this is a charade I can no longer maintain. I'm sick of waiting on sunshine when clearly I'm destined for rain I'm sick of no one giving a **** about me I'm sick of people saying to my face they believe in me but behind my back they doubt me.
I'm sick of investing my time and feelings into someone that never gave a **** I'm sick of pouring my heart out to someone only to be ignored or left alone to drift. I'm sick of cupids controls on my life. let's be honest here, I'll never in a million years find a wife.
I'm sick of having to be so **** insecure. I'm sick of no one needing me like I need them I'm sick of no one showing the same affection and care to me that I do them