when you suddenly realise your in love with your best friend. the one that was there when you were in yr 8 and were going through your "I’m ‘creative’ with my fashion" phase the one who was there when you liked all those guys and embarrassed yourself in front of them the one who was there when you developed that eating disorder and hated everything about yourself the one who was there when you became the very ***** you never thought you’d become the one who was still there after all the **** you went through with your dad the one who helped pick you up from the ground when life kicked the living **** out of you the one who you never thought you’d ever find attractive. the one who made you laugh until you cried the one who creeped up on you without you really noticing the one who swept you off your feet even when he didn’t want to the one who you know you’ll find very hard to stop loving.