Ive been thinking of how to do things to make a change..
Its just hard since I will have to go out of my normal range.

But I need to do something *** living like this isnt fun anymore...
I want to live a life free of addiction....which wont be like before...
I want to be happy and live life to the fullest and all it has in store.

I think about it and that makes me feel happy inside..
I may as well do it.....if I dont like it then at least I tried.
Its gotta be better then sitting alone each night and have cried...
I know it will be better  and it will give strength and restore my pride..

I want a life for once and I cant get it this way.....
So I am going to give it a try.....
I love myself enough to  do this and I will continue to pray.