I. communicating through the nebula an invitation to drink ***** and knit meditation surrounded you my jaw dropped when your satchel did II. sweat drips from a broken refrigerator my mouth forms the shape of your name and flows out rings through our noses sternums touching your lover didn't like that I bit your lip III. after hours slithering sessions a body built by god covered with satin and oils from the cosmos in those futile moments you were a mistake worth making IV. protecting my heart like bird and her young reaching out to me with clasping hands rocking you to sleep "don't be afraid to cry in front of me" I said as shimmering oceans expelled from your wooden pupils V. These were the good times we have to remember