She wants the trumpets to play. She wants them to play all day long until their lungs give out. She wants to see them marching down the street, keeping the beat of another failing heart. Don't start. I can't. I cannot pick your roses, I cannot breathe in the sulfur of your departed memories. Don't make me weep at your parade. She stayed long enough to orchestrate the players. Stayed long enough to write the tunes. Stayed long enough to make the costumes. But not long enough to watch the charade. Watch it blossom and screech and wail There it goes down the street named after you. There it goes with you at the helm, Waltzing down to that other realm, where we get to watch you pass.