I remember the day my dignity was lost Not by choice but taken The air was dewy and the grass was layered with frost I recalled every word he said and was shaken I walked through campus looking like a freakshow for everyone to see I felt the blood trickling down me For years we were friends I thought I could trust him till the end I remember gaining my conscious back He whispered, "shh, it's okay I'm almost done" After those words the silence lacked With my tears drowning out his "fun"