I search for you In my sleep I reach for you And my fingers grasp the blankets My teeth find the plush of my pillow I scream when I find you're gone
I ache for you In the night I burn for you And my fingers try to replace you My lips tight over my teeth I scream when I can breathe again
I call for you In the evening when I get home And my key still doesn't work right My hands shaking I scream when silence is what welcomes me
I wake up for you In the morning when I'm making coffee And I wish I hadn't woken up My mind drifting to dark places I scream when I find my heart still beating
I stay whole for you In the moments when the foundation is cracking And the sink is leaking My wallet too small to fix what's wrong I scream when everything remains broken
I live for you In the desolate hole of our home And I wish that I didn't My heart broken I scream when I know that's what you want