Ah, now I remember. It was in those rare moments when you say something different. Words weave in and out of your lips but your eyes have the freshly stitched smile like that of a child listening to their favorite bed-time story. Satin slips from your mouth, wrapping around the beating murmurs below my necklace triangle yantra of Kali, under a lacy leopard bra, beneath the tattooed deviant octopus, and soothes the palpitations to a comfortable pause. We don't always need air to **breathe.