I am tired. Tired of feeling alone. Tired of feeling unneeded. Tired of feeling ignored. You only talk to me When you need help. When you need advice. I'll ask 'Hey how are you doing?' -Silence 'Hey what are you doing today?' -Silence
I am Sick Sick of feeling useless. Sick of feeling stepped on. Sick of being spoken to only when those around me need help, For they know I will never turn down a 'friend.' A 'Loved One,' A 'Confidant.'
To whom do helpers turn in time of need? In times of sorrow? In times of panic? What holds the mighty rock? The rock that breaks the waves? The rock whose sole purpose Seems to be protection against the sea? Who helps the rock? When the ground begins to tremble And open its mighty maw? To whom do I turn? On whom do I lean? When I am Sick? When I am Tired?
Because I am Sick, And I am Tired And I am closed.