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Nov 2014
I'm tired of love
It does nothing but trick and deceive you
How can I love anyone
When I can't even love myself?
I can't tell you how I feel
You would only make fun
Ridicule me for being different
Indifferent to your way of thinking
I am not like you
Nor do I like you
How can I find someone else
When I'm trying my hardest not to break

Friends?
Just people who put up with me more
Sure I've changed
Sure I'm better
But I'm still the bad guy
And i accept that

I'm tired and worn out
I just want to sit by the fire

Allow me the strength to **** myself
I don't like who I am
I like you
I'm jealous of your inability to care
As much as you do
The wall you've put up around you
Has blocked me from entering your mind
I'm retreating now

Goodbye
Just some thoughts I've had about myself and the things around me
Evan Hayes
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