Mortar crust upon my skin from building walls too thin
to provide myself a sanctuary where I can deny those who care for me.
I cannot resist my need to hide So I lurk and recoil inside;
I clumsily regress into a crawl as my tears remember how to fall.
This morning I was struck by the cold darkness of winter, and with the change in season comes the plummet back to S.A.D.Β Β Depression is so much harder to fight when you're surrounded by darkness that mirrors your heart. Welcome to winter.