Step into my minds eye, feel your hand on your chest and feel nothing and nothing The world is a screaming rippling blur, a dropped boulder in a pond, someone has asked you to repeat yourself, you still talk to fast Water stills and you are blinded by joy and pride someone laughs at that thing you said The sun and the moon are running opposite races, the speed of light is the speed of a word, darkness rushes in, thought wishes it was faster A hole jumps into your mouth at the sound of voices, hammers on gongs bring you to your knees "your father is on the phone" "I'm sorry, I didn't want to hurt you" "I need you to drop me off" "I'm sorry there is nothing we can do for her anymore" "You look just like him"