Ever since you texted me last month,
you haven't left my thoughts.
I am not good at focusing in school but
now that you're in my mind, its worse.
I guess I miss you... a lot.
I miss the soft, short curly mess of hair on your head.
I miss your smile and god it hurts to think about.
I miss holding your hand.
I miss that night we held hands for the first time.
You caused shivers down my spine.
I think about that night a lot,
and how the next morning
we laid side by side on the floor, sighing.
Sigh.
Its been almost a year and it hurts.
I can't stop thinking about you.
It hurts so ******* much.

(rm)