when I sit in bed listening to the sounds of the city outside my window I feel like I owe it a poem, creativity, something beautiful to eternalize it's beauty in someway the sounds of cars speeding through the bridge at 3:34am souls repelled and pulled by the never-ending enigma that is the city the heels of woman clacking across the cement, finding their ways home the white noise in the rare moment that silence invades this all silently screams to me, "paint me like a French girl" I'm a muse, waiting to be picked upon and nothing will ever be good enough