I did the same thing I always do; when I started getting love from you I hurt you and then I ran away, afraid of being hurt if I chose to stay. But hindsight is 20-20, my regret was strong and plenty. I came back to embrace that love, but my mistake, you can't let go of. So each day, I watch the time drift, foolishly hoping your mood will shift, but the weeks keeping passing me by and still, at night, I lay and cry. I'm pleading with imaginary deities asking them to make you forgive me, asking if they can make you love me, even a fraction of the way it used to be. I can't take back the errors I made, but I'll keep trying to make your pain fade, until the day you look and see, the girl you fell for; which once was me.