I remember the 2am nights That I miscalculated in trying to see the sunset But the ink ran off the page.
I went outside and prayed to the Moon That the pen won’t take my life by the time the Sun sets again. Then I went inside to rewrite the words covering the trashcan Until I felt the Sun pat me on the shoulder Congratulating me.
I spent the day Scrubbing the wall, floors, myself
The evening Sun told me I was almost there I was almost cured Then she frowned at The new paper I found And the feather and ink I conjured.
Then I smiled and showed Her the written words I tattooed on my chest “I am the madness in your eyes.” The Sunset gasped and fainted As the Moon went to catch her
Then I found myself again At 2am. Writing on my last piece of paper; Waiting for the Sun to rise.
“I think all writing is a disease. You can’t stop it.”- William Carlos Williams