Have I ever considered ******?
I ask myself
Yes
I thought of murdering the one I love
Because I could never read her signs
that she was pushing me away
Have I ever thought of suicide?
Of course I have
I think about it
All the time
******
Suicide
Death
Pain
I don't know what has come over me
Everything is painful
My body and my soul
I just don't know what to do
And let's face it
Almost all of us have fallen for a *****
Who will leave you in a flash
I don't know why I'm not over it
*******
I'm living in hell
A hell I can't escape
Because the one I love,
The one who left me
Reminds me of everything that exists