i used to write about being sad - the things i know: how my fingers constantly grasped for metacarpals the never really fit with in mine and how only the fire that i poured down my throat made me utter the words, "i love you". now i struggle upon embracing how the drowsy-eyed glances turned into sacharine stares, the whispers of "you could love me", places on top of mountains, and freckles that i can count; every single one of them. if they say, "write about what you know", then where do i even start about all of the things i don't?