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Andi Leigh Bradford
Poems
Oct 2014
***** as Self Harm
My preteen years were
filled with white zinfandel
dreams and a collage
of wood panelling.
Broken thoughts become
ninety proof lies; drink-
don't think.
Diet Coke cans filled
with wine, hiding from
myself but mostly from
my grandmother
I wanted to conceal my
role as the family ****-up
for as long as possible
but then
I hit a wall.
Drinking is a constant love affair,
I keep coming back like a battered wife
because I can't get a grip on my
battered life.
Living for the burn
that spread its legs all
the way down my throat.
You're going to die
, they say.
Maybe one day,
I'll believe them.
A reflection on the progression of my alcoholism.
#addiction
#depression
#dark
#drinking
#issues
#alcoholism
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Andi Leigh Bradford
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