Deep within my heart
there is pain and suffering
there is hate so deep it cuts me down
there are tears I never shed
words I never spoke
dreams that remained dreams
darkness that shadow the light
deep within my heart
there is a reminder of love
a love I never had
a love that was taken from me
deep within my heart
there is so much agony
I fall to my keens
so much torment
I choke on my voice
deep within  my heart
there is a wound
which never healed
and probably never would.