till my aching flesh break my hardened bones plough my thirsting roots prune my reaching arms ‘til all that once I called my self falls to the ground, gathered in a heap —to fuel some future fire; withers away, composting into the earth —released to fertilize; dries up, evaporating into clouds —set free to fly; leaks out, running off into ground waters —flowing to the ocean; rearrange me ‘til the changes smudge the image, blur the reflection, futilize differentiation between past and present, here and there, this and that, life and death.