trying to forget
all I feel
side thoughts of regret
I don't like what's real
at night my fantasies take me away
but I try to forget them every day

I can't see straight
and I suppose it is now a bit late
I'm just so far gone
from early on
a point in which
I could stand up-right
but now I've fallen so far from light
and still pretend
with my tired mind, lacking sleep
that everything's fine
maybe it is
but I'm so deprived
and numb
I can't even tell
if it's all done
because it was only a moment ago
in which it had begun