You are the thing Which is not a thing- Yet the only thing that is. And I - a tiny thunderstorm - with no regard for this.
You are the man Who is not a man, And the only one who is. And I - an angry child - I am oblivious.
Without you I am nothing, and still I continue to run; wreaking havoc as I go. Bruising everyone. At times it would seem I am determined to be nothing. You are the friend Who is not a friend, But the only friend that is. And I - a tired fugitive - Undesperate to resist.
I realise Undesperate isn't a word, but sometimes adding 'un' to an emotion just makes it *so* appropriate to your situation, and describes you better than any other word could.