I've been listening to a lot of new music lately I just let the online radio go while I search for jobs much more intensively than I had in the past I used to think I was such hot **** with my MA An MA degree, a ***** f’ing MA! But now I know it’s all a crock *** of bull testicles My generation was so brainwashed into thinking we could be whatever we wanted
The thought of me not accomplishing what I ought to used to make me lay in bed and slump but now I’m searching for any better thing so wholeheartedly I realized a truth in this economy: if you don’t know anybody you’re best luck comes from quantity something will hit and if it doesn't I've been listening to a lot of new music lately
Playing much less of my own music as in hardly enough time to put a guitar or mando in my hand to jam I’m on these job boards if I’m not sleeping, out with friends, or working a **** job to be out with friends
Some say be happy you got a job at all and if you really wanted something different you wouldn't go out at all you’d just sit at home looking for a job
That thought terrifies me cause for those who don’t ever sacrifice their search for potential work for the intermediary wants in life they get sick quicker than expected and die