This world filled with so many lies and misconceptions, I find it hard to thrive, hard to make meaningful connections. Life constantly focused on money, what to buy, on endless consumption, is not a life I want to live, and is one that I'll eventually walk away from. For now, like most, I endure; life enjoyed is seldom. Just trying to be myself, trying not to lose my mind in this ****** up conundrum we call society.