welcome to my nightmare is it a wonder that i'm so scared spend my whole life praying and waiting for someone, anyone to care is there anybody out there if i shout will you hear hear me don't you see i'm breaking looking at you now i'm shaking what will it take to feel loved no matter what i do or say no one in my life wants me to stay if i ran away would you chase after me suppose i left you behind would you even blink twice maybe one day you’ll find me gone because i wrote you a song that you never really listened to and now you’re waking up maybe finally seeing all my love but none of it exists now you find me in a quiet room everything i ever said all at once shouting back at you you approach me with wonder on your lips hoping for a kiss then you see that i’ve destroyed me and you cry screaming why but you know that you lost something that you never realized you had before