somehow I found myself back home
looking through this window again
why does it feel different?
suddenly I don't want the sun to shine tomorrow
I just want to hear the rain fall
and see the sky dark blue at 5 pm
suddenly I want to wear my big warm coat
and only feel good underneath the sheets

but at the same time
I want to go to the sea
and taste the waves as the sun kisses my skin
I want to see the perfect landscape with no clouds
I want to travel to those exotic warm places

I guess I just feel nostalgic.