Living freely in this world My vulnerability, feels so lost As it seeks the skies to escape all Perched high away and hiding My heart forsaken For her vulnerability Has left her
The little bird has flown
My warm retreating heart lives behind Many layers of frozen ice A teardrop falls As I see the loss potential Where here my heart should sing Great jungles it should bring
Come back, come back little bird
I stare into my murky depths My legs are taken by giant jaws I twist and turn as he swallows me whole My standing in the world taken I merge with this crocodile
Far away a bird twitches
I look out into the outside world And see the disregard and arrogance Which fuels my anger like oil on a fire As they disturb the peace on my pond May their flesh quiver With my ancient growl
high above a bird leaves her perch
I am the last living dinosaur Born from a time when, T.rex ruled And birds with teeth reigned overhead And I still live in waters Where Piranhas seek to Frenzy on living flesh Am I to be scared of you
A quiet bird flutters closer
Bring me your contempt For I am hungry and love rotten meat And your disregard feeds my fury so please circle my pond Where my heart rests softly With rich and green waters Bursting and growing in love
A little bird tweets overhead
I will lounge and grab And you will be blind And lost in my depths I will turn you over and Your arrogance will feed me Yummy yummy I slip away from the beast
A little bird perches on his head Still mistrusting him For he carries a triumphant smile As though injected with poison The little bird says You know I love you crocodile But I am still not safe
Disgruntled he returns to his depths On the inner side of the pond Faraway he finds me again Staring into dark waters As though it could speak Many times has he watched Arrogant mammals reach and fall Coming back consumed with Pain, rejection and failure Both looking and hiding from the truth
A bird tweets I LOVE YOU
With both a ferocity and compassion He pulls me down as a tonne of flesh Slaps itself ******* this earth I twist and turn as I struggle With my own truth As he rips my pride off the bone Be aware of my tongue for it is Possessed by a crocodile's lashing tail
I really Love you the bird cries
The beast feasts on my bitter truth And sour reality, I am not Strong enough to take And spits out the sweet lies That keep me from myself As he pulls me down into my own depths Such a beautiful beast For he feels no need to evolve Perfect as I am he says As it fills me with his power To be exactly who I am How I love this Crocodile
A bird approaches
My heart free from noise Inside and out A silence nestles in me And all innocence is seen Beautiful souls float freely Butterflies dance and play As all is gentle around me And especially in me
And my beautiful vulnerability Now returns in sweet song As the bird rests softly in my jaw A strange paradox becomes so very clear With a little bird we hold so dear
This is my second effort as soon as I wrote the first one I was not happy with it as it was not clear enough what was dealing with the subjective and the objective hopefully there is greater balance in this attempt . Let me know if it works