IT'S SO WRONG IT'S SO SO SO SO WRONG I'M ADDICTED TO YOU AND THAT'S SO CLICHE BUT I DON'T KNOW HOW TO EXPLAIN IT ANY OTHER WAY THAT YOU WOULD UNDERSTAND BECAUSE YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND ME AT ALL. WHEN I'M NEAR YOU I GET THIS SICK HAPPY FEELING AND IT ONLY GOES AWAY MONTHS AFTER LEAVING YOU. WHEN I'M NOT NEAR YOU I FEEL LIKE I'M ONLY COUNTING DOWN THE DAYS UNTIL I SEE YOU AGAIN AND THAT'S NOT OKAY BECAUSE I WANT TO LIVE MY OWN LIFE WITHOUT WAITING FOR YOU TO BECOME PART OF MY LIFE AGAIN. PLEASE GO AWAY BECAUSE I'M ADDICTED TO YOU AND I DON'T WANT TO GO TO REHAB BECAUSE I CAN'T STOP THINKING ABOUT YOUR STUPID LAUGH AND YOUR STUPID EYES AND YOUR STUPID HAIRCUT THAT LOOKS GORGEOUS ON YOU. SO I'M ADDICTED TO YOU AND THAT'S IT BUT PLEASE STOP BEING SO ADDICTING, STOP EXPOSING ME TO THE SECONDHAND SMOKE OF YOUR MIND BECAUSE I ALREADY CAN'T GET ENOUGH.
the addiction is slowly killing me and pretty soon i'll be a mess, only caring about you and the stupid way i love you.