I wAnted u from day one and still would but u won't even agree to meet me and just talk. ..... So am I suppose to just hope and wAit forever? I can't just live off words alone!! I still ache for u and probably always will but u won't even make a call or text me or anythg so why should I sit alone when ur still out having "friends"?? Well now I have one and he's the sweetest thing.... He's trying to rebuild whAt all the men in my life before him have ruinned!!! I know I'm not gonna marry him or even be his girl .... But he is something wonderful and a godsend !!!!!