Overwhelming it is to read your writing to peak through your life to know that your struggles are real
Drowning I am in tears bursting with the memories of you & I in blood overflowing from wrists that you used to hold in thoughts exploding over the letters you wrote
Paralysing it is to have you near me when I am invisible to hold you close when I no longer sense touch to hear you scream my name when I am mute
Losing I am from battling your past from listening to what is right from promising not to want you/*us